Looking forward to what?

I considered it something to look forward to.
There was not a promise,
But a likelihood.
And I took that as good enough to hope for.
But it seems that I have possibly been wasting so much time
So much thought
And so much emotion.

Maybe, I am just overthinking it.

But I have a massive feeling that what I think is true.

Sure, it may not happen often.

But maybe this time I'll get lucky.

In one way
or
another.