Temporal Distortion

I could cry.
I feel a little violated.
Also a little stupid.
I won't make the same mistake again, that is for sure.
I just cannot understand why these things keep happening to me.
I now don't have an iPod, a second phone or a functioning car.
Can anyone say FML?
I might post it on FML actually.

On another note.
TODAY
Is Vickie's birthday, as I previously stated.
I love her very much and I hope her day has been less theft-filled than mine.
I shall see her shortly,
And hopefully we will all have fun :] Stace too.

Lastly.
I love my mother.
I mean, clearly I always did.
But she is letting me use her car.

Thanks
Mum.
<3

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"Crazy?!"

I do love to laugh,
I think people need to do it more often.
It makes you feel so good
Especially when you're with people who you've done so many hilarious things with,
You can just sit there and laugh at one thing after the other
Until somebody else comes along and thinks you are all insane
Which may be true, actually

I can see this post is turning into random babble
At which I am SO GOOD
But I should sleep.
Because tomorrow
might
be
good
for
something!

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(P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VICKIE, WHO IS CLEARLY AWESOME.
I will dedicate a better post to you at a later point in the day when I am coherent!)

What Time's Been Stealing

I've had a couple of weird dreams lately
I mean sure, everyone does.
But these actually worried me.
Particularly the world-ending one.
I don't know if it was the whole world, or just a group...Battle Royale style.
All I knew was that I was going to die, along with a group of people...
One of which kept making out with me despite their prior engagements.
At some point in the dream I also had to fly over a train track.. with reasonable success
But it was awful.
The whole time I had this horrible sick feeling, I knew something bad was coming and there was nothing I could do about it.
Yet I didn't wake up, I just waited.
It wasn't frenzied or panicked, but there was frustration and anxiety.
The second dream was different.
I was at a relatives house.
But I stayed for a whole year..
Suddenly it was my 20th birthday.
I was really not happy about that.
I don't know.
It was just unsettling.
I don't want to be 20.
Hell, I didn't want to be 18.
But then again, that isn't so bad.
19, though...
Not that it will be different.
But it scares me.
One way
or
another.

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The Dollar Is Down

So, tell me
What the fuck is wrong with the youth of today?
I get the impression that I can't leave my car outside my own house without it being attacked
Some months back it was broken into and my GPS was stolen
This morning I came out to find a swastika in green paint on the front of the car
Why?
Who the fuck knows!
And what can I do about it?
Not much, as it turns out.
I'm tempted to spend a night in the car and just wait til someone comes down the street and run them over.
It just astounds me that people are so fucking stupid.
In all honesty
I
hope
they
die.

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