Thursday, April 22, 2010

Downgrade

Never before have I wished to swap my car
For something with less cylinders.
However,
This past week
I think it may have actually been a good idea.
Strictly for fuel economy reasons.
Normally I go through a tank of fuel each week
Which gets me about 450km and costs around $55-60.
But this week?
Oh no.
Let's start with some figures.
118.40
848
103.59
12.22.

Again?
Okay.

I drove 848km this week.
I used 103.59L of fuel.
I spent $118.40 on this fuel.
I got an economy figure of 12.22L/100km.
Which is pretty reasonable
Given my 20 year old car
Heavy right foot
And 3.0L 6 cylinder engine.
But still,
It was a very very costly week.

Coupled with the fact I have no job
It was quite painful trying to gather the cash.
Admittedly,
Mum and Dad gave me $20 for petrol
Because I had to drive to and from Corinella.
However even without that
It's almost $100
Almost double my weekly spend.
Again.
This is very much hurting the bank balance.

On another note
We hit 228,000 the other day.
By 'we', I actually mean the car.
But it means we've travelled just over 20,000km together.
Which is kind of special.
The oddest part
For me at least
Is that I did nearly 10,000 of those kilometres
In the last 6 months.
One might think that's pretty normal
Given the apparent average of 20,000km per year
But mine last year was between 10,000-15,000
So it's quite an increase.
It also means a service is due again soon.

Although this time
The days that follow may not be so exciting
Probably not as confusing either
But probably not as fun.

Yeah
It's been almost six months.
Give it a few weeks
Who knows

Maybe then
it
will
all
be
over.

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Monday, April 19, 2010

A Lesson

Forgiveness.
A complex concept
But a simple action.

Do it.
It
feels
good.

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Friday, April 16, 2010

Top

Interesting what Facebook considers "Top News"
Is it really that important?
Certainly not to me.
Firstly, I already knew
Secondly, I do not wish for it to be shoved into my face
Not only by Facebook the moment I log in
But by people who see it and are concerned.

Let me grow up.
Let me deal with it myself.
Big fucking deal
I got screwed over.
Such is life.

And to you?
'When everyone's gone and you all by yourself
You know that you gonna come to me for help
You need to knock some sense into your ego.'

History
repeats
itself.

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Thursday, April 1, 2010

Free From This

I love how much you don't care.
I had a car crash yesterday.
It was the most minor crash ever, sure
But you wouldn't know that, would you.
I've officially lost my job
But you wouldn't have a clue.
I can't sleep properly any more
But you haven't bothered asking.
I'm angered by what you've said
But you haven't noticed.

I love how much you don't care
But we all know that's a lie.

Because
It
Makes
Me
Sick.

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Parachute

I fucking love this song.
It featured quite heavily in my playlists
Back around three years ago.
And it seems it still has a kick to it.

Grand Theft Autumn - Fall Out Boy

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman
Maybe he won't find out what I know
You were the last good thing about this part of town

When I wake up
I'm willing to take my chances on
The hope I forget
That you hate him more than you notice
I wrote this for you (for you, so)

You need him
I could be him
I could be an accident
But I'm still trying
And that's more than I can say for him

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman
And maybe he won't find out what I know
You were the last good thing about this part of town

Some day I'll appreciate in value
Get off my ass and call you
In the mean time I'll sport my brand-new fashion
Of waking up with pants off
At 4 in the afternoon

D'you need him
I could be him
I could be an accident
But I'm still trying
And that's more than I can say for him

One, two, three, four!

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman
And maybe he won't find out what I know
You were the last good thing about this part of town

Won't find out
(He won't find out)
Won't find out
(He won't find out)

Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman
Maybe he won't find out what I know
You were the last good thing about this part of town
Where is your boy tonight?
I hope he is a gentleman 
(He won't find out)
And maybe he won't find out what I know
You were the last good thing about this part of town


BAM.

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