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I am not a genius.

As a result,

There are many things in this world that happen

That I do not completely comprehend.

For example.

Why does my Fairmont's handbook suggest 5.5L of oil for an oil change

Yet my Fairmont be satisfied with only 4.5?

Why do I feel sick one day, better the next, but worse the day after

Instead of recovering in a predictable fashion?

Why would one occasionally be a tease

But for the most part appear uninterested?

Why would a best friend

Who merely weeks ago suspected someone of purposely manipulating friendships

Change their perspective and instead side completely with this person?

Who the fuck knows.

Some of life's many mysteries,

Clearly.

So here I sit

Frustrated beyond what I actually tell everyone

Not knowing why I still feel sick

Or why people play hard to get

Or why I'm being fucked over by people who used to care.

I want to play Grand Theft Auto.

Too

dle

oo.

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P.S.

I would like to point out that I washed dishes at work for far too long today

And as there was basically an entire ecosystem in the sink by the end of it

I nearly spewed a number of times.

It was somewhat of a battle between me, the crockery and the dishwasher.

I won.

Then I went home.

The end.

Not Nineteen Forever

I would like to say

Very quickly

That my teen years have officially toodled away.

Wut,

I'm twenty.

But that's cool.

I can totally deal.

But for now

Sleep is most definitely in order.

Hello,

Next

Decade.

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Bring Night

I don't really remember what my last post was.
I could just check,
But where's the fun in that?
I just saw that it was November 29th
Which was awhile ago.

Apparently there is some lunar eclipse going on tonight
But we can't really see it at the moment.
Although I think I'm about to get up on the roof to see.

**

Oh.
I just remembered
I hate ladders.
It's also too cloudy to see what's going on.


I'm on edge today.
God only knows why.
I slept in until 2pm
And I've done pretty much nothing all day
But I'm irritable.


That is all, really.


Yesterday I did a bit more work on the interior of the car
And I'm pretty pleased with the results.
In fact, my planned interior is coming together quite nicely.
Only annoyance was discovering last night
That one of my lock knobs has toodled out of the door
And.. I can't find it.
Conveniently they are pretty easy to replace
But still.


I think I may try and find a bottle of wine
And indulge a little before I go to bed.


Raise
Your
Glass.

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