Magma

Where to begin?
I was going to blog yesterday
But my iPod didn't like this text box.
Speaking of yesterday
It was great.
Much driving, nearly 500km.
Friends.
Family.
Ink.
Dip.
etc.

However
Today is not continuing that trend at all.
From the "So long everybody." "Toodleoo!"
At 6.40am
To the angry car which sounds like a VN
(which is bad...)
To the stupid freeway traffic
To the 9.15 arrival at work
It has been a let down.
Why?

Today is the fifth consecutive day I've had this headache.
Yes, the same one.
My throat is sore again.
My glands are swollen.
My neck and shoulders are aching.
Whilst MAV is presently gleaming
And well-behaved
My car looks like shit
And sounds like a VN
Charming.

Conveniently
I can afford another couple of lazy days
Before exams
Because.. put simply
I can't be fucked.
I need rest.
I need to recover.
So that is what I'll do.
I'm debating whether to treat myself to something
But I think I'll wait until after exams.
A new LCD for my stupid computer
Oh,
The N97
That will do nicely.
Until then.
Suck it up,
princess.

Take
what
you
take.

x

Beautiful Dawn

Okay so let me begin by saying,
I have been in a spectacular mood since yesterday.
I have my reasons,
And I'm quite happy to have them.
(on a similar note, I had toast this morning)
But I heard something just now that made me very nervous..
I'm sure it won't be,
But it has the potential to be detrimental.
And if it is,
That won't put me in a very good light.

I'm trying to think positively about it,
But it's calling into question what I'm going to do about the whole thing.
I already had some questions to answer last night
Which was not at all to my liking.
Having said that
I have a fairly simple solution
If the issue presents itself once again.
I have a car
I have money
I have alternative accommodation
I'll just leave.
I'm sure it won't come to that
But I'm happy to threaten
And act upon that threat.

"I don't know if it's right, I'm tossing and turning.."

I'm not a bad person.
People try to tell me how good I am on a very regular basis.
And this time
I'm starting to believe it.
But I don't think it will sink in
Unless
This works out

And
makes
me
happy.

x

P.S. I realise this would make very little sense to anyone who doesn't know what is going on.
Too bad, if that's you.

Hello, Toast

Don't ask why it's toast
There is a reason,
I guess.
Also I have to have toast tomorrow morning for breakfast.
Because I was told to.
And yes, I'm happy to oblige.

I have a good feeling about this.
But at the same time
I want to keep that good feeling
Which is the part that normally doesn't happen.
And I don't know if this is just to make myself feel better about it or not
But there are a few things that are different this time.
So I really do hope
That those differences will help.

Because at the moment
I am so happy for me.
And that is what is important.

That
is
what
I
love.

x

Are You Sleeping

I can't sleep, no
Not like I used to.
It lingers over me like a cloud.
Thick with inference and reason.
It surrounds me
Crawling from each corner
Of my mind
My space.
Invading.
Let
me
go.

x