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Not gonna lie

This needs to be said.

I am in love.

Or so I believe

The reason I think so?
I have never

ever

felt this way.

Not once.

It drives me insane

Yet it feels worthwhile.

It makes me so upset

Yet so happy.

It is such a rollercoaster

One hell of a ride

At the moment

It's on a boring up-hill

I'm just waiting

For the next

Wicked downward spiral

Quick corners

And a reason to cheer.

It's coming.

I know it is.

I just have to be patient

And hope that it works

The way I want it to.

I do think it's weird

How generally speaking

A 'downhill' is bad

But on a rollercoaster

It's the best part.

I need some more

Rollercoaster downhills.

I guess that means

More real up-hills

But on the same token

Going up hill is harder.

Does any of this make sense?

Aha, the irony.

None of it does.

None of these feelings.

None of my musings.

Do I care?

No.

Why?

Because

I

Am

In

Love.

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