I Don't Dance

Nor can I play baseball really.
But that's okay!
So, talk about an eventful week.
Yeah, a lot has happened.
New experiences.
New feelings.
New fears.
New hopes.

I am afraid,
It's true.
I think I know why.
And I think I'm going to have to try pretty hard to get past the fear
And take it for what it's worth
And make the best of it.

It's different.
It's never been like this with anyone else.
And I'm hoping that means it will be better than it's ever been
Because mostly...
It's there
And then
It's not.
And that, sucks.
Although I think so far I'm quite sure that won't happen.

ANYWAY.
We
shall
see.
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