It's Alright With Me

Yet again I'm at work all day
On my own
"So what, it's in a shopping centre."
Yeah.
People just swarm past
Except those who seem to want an iPhone
I've sold 3 today

And this one dude.
He just bought a Nokia charger
The stupid printer isn't working properly
So I took like..
An extra 20 seconds to give him a receipt
And he says
"Lucky you don't have 100 customers"
Motherfuck,
Because it's MY fault
That the printer doesn't work
And that I'm here on my own all day

Zak was here with Emilie
But they left with some other dude
And I feel really alone right now
Just the likes of Eric Hutchison to keep me company
Thanks, Nokia Music.
PS. You suck.

I'm hungry.
My nose hurts.
I do not want to be here.
Perhaps I could boycott work.
And leave 140 minutes early.
But they may not like that.

Sunday's seem to annoy me, in general.
Mostly I think it's because I'm at work.
But I remember in year 11 having this problem with Friday's
I don't think it's the same thing though
Clearly since it's a different day.
But Phil's day was Sunday.
So it would be logical.

"That was not lovely."




I did have fun last night.
I did have another raging river of syrup last night.
I did not get a Colossal Sundae.
I did not regret not buying it.

But
I
Do
Have
Regrets.

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Lest I forget

I'm afraid to forget.
Tonight, through a random string of events
I've managed to have a mental run-through of the last 3 odd years of my life.

And so as to remember... I might have to write them down.
These are going to be dot points I think, so as to avoid me writing for many weeks.
They are also going to be all over the place. My brain is not chronological today.

*Stace, the Hot 30 and NCIS
*Probie and McGee...different people?
*Steph
*Chris
*The fights, with so many people
*The weight-loss
*MEDIA, Kate and Vickie
*The 400D
*"I love school!"
*Mirko
*Phil
*The outing
*Nearly failing methods
*English Language
*TheGYC
*Simon
*Matt; US
*Matt; UK
*John
*Steven
*Steven and Ducky
*Baby Simon the bat
*The Valentine
*The V600
*The E65
*Biology
*The end of media
*NOODLES NOODLES NOODLES
*Aaron; the cheerleader
*The Mercedes
*The window
*Izzo/In The End
*Love Of Static Sound ; TopScreen 2007
*Øyvind
*Max
*Will
*Jake
*Adam
*SHANE, dammit I'd forgotten his name (SEE! forgetting already)
*Luke and Tom
*Josh and Jeff and Callum
*Adam
*Zaak
*The Cherry Cheesecake
*Boston – Augustana
*The roundabout
*The dream
*Flick had one too
*THE WARM 30!
*Knox, Timezone
*The hours of talking
*Production; Anything Goes
*If to come home you fail, I’ll open ALL YOUR MAIL
*MySpace
*Eugene! The photo
*Youth Group
*Falling asleep under the pool table
*Jemima
*The Church Fete, Brenton and Daniel, Bec
*The Factory
*The hernia
*The subsequent hernias
*Kate’s Funeral: November 22nd 2006, the last exam, Science. Mum was in QLD, also Steph broke up with me
*The scrapbook we did for Amy that year
*The formal in year 10, the awkwardness and the lovely dress
*Jenny’s a Jenny..Jenny
*Coming back from Phillip Island (Jamie and Lee Ann’s) listening to It’s Just Porn Mom on Stacey’s iPod mini
*The METEC day in year 10
*The VY Equipe
*Anthony Callea being really small on Stacey’s broken TV
*The time a bird flew into my window right after Stace told me to close it
*Delta Goodrem’s Together We Are One (from the…Olympics maybe) the remix with the audience in it. Was awesome
*Andrea Bocelli
*Midtown Madness
*John Hill
*Getting lost in North Ringwood
*Martin
*Face in space
* “Trouble”
*Me and Marc in Amy’s pool, attempting backflips
*Messy night at Youth
*Darkzone
*All night Darkzone with Owen
*Devin
*Destri
*POP TARTS
*IKEA pencils in methods exam
*Swedish Flag Face
*Zak
*Al-dori
*Ned
*Shannon
*Richard
*Emilie
*Chiropractor
*Eric
*Kimberley
*Tok Pisin
*Juggling
*Joel
*Christian
*CISCO
*Robin’s not-work
*We never got our Darkzone from the 2007 competition
*August 5, Saturday (maybe 15th) 2007 at Box Hill
*The bad-mood-scarf
*Amy’s that night after Youth Group
*2am matches-run to the Shell
*The drive home
*The freezing cold cans of Coke
*Flick sneaking out
*Half an hour of pay
*Movies
*Never turning out the way I wanted


And you know what,
That is enough.
I think..
I've got all I need.
Keep it safe.

It's
my
life.

x

It's like it's all we have

Media seems to be empty today
Maybe everyone's just sick of it
I have to agree with them though
Our back-row Brat Pack is the only thing that keeps me here for two hours each week.

It's been busy lately. But not in a noticeable way.
It's more that when I look back, I realise I haven't been home much in the past week or so.
I haven't seen Xanthe since Tuesday night...

I was thinking about a couple of people last night,
Who I haven't seen in awhile.
I don't want to lose them
And it's making me worried that I will
Also just now I thought about Zaak
And how his hair is no longer awesome
And how he no longer talks to me

Basically it's just different
Which isn't fun.
I've never liked different
And that's one thing that hasn't changed.

Holy pizzaness,
Famnig hjärta.
Hahaha.
See, whilst I'm losing contact with some
I'm managing to strengthen ties with others

So it's not all bad.

Hopefully it will stay that way
And not take a turn for the worse.

I think I'm running out of brain, yet again.

"I
must
be
emo."

x

So you wanna talk about it for awhile

Purple skinnies
Black hoody
Black scarf
Hair looks good

Ohyeah.
I'm a picture
of
awesomeness.

x

"Does it write Haiku's?"

No.
But I do.
Which is unfortunate, they aren't very good.
But I'll post them.
This was the product of an hour of weird third-year maths lecture that I didn't understand.

Is it worth the time
To chase the ones we care for
One day we will know.
**
So grey, so boring
More powerful than it looks
My heavy old Dull.
**
Why am I writing
My creativity fails
Haiku’s, not for me?
**
Maths is rather hard
No wonder people drop it
Algebra does suck.
**
The life of a wolf
Would be so fitting for me
The life I should have?



I wrote a bit more.
But I won't post it.

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Donnie

So. Lately.
Well uni has finished for all of one week, and I'm currently on my second day of official holidays.
It feels good.
Except.. I'm at work.
Having said that, I wouldn't really be doing anything else if I was at home
So I suppose being paid to stand here and blog isn't so bad after all
Anyway. Since I don't blog often enough I should give a quick (haha..) account of what's been going on.
And since my head seems to be on backwards, I'll start with last night and work my way upwards..
Or perhaps yesterday morning instead.

I got up at 7.45, left the house at 8
Was at Rachel's at 8.15 (exactly on time, I might add)
We left pretty much straight away, drove to Hoppers Crossing
We were in a very large and very enthusiastic church service, I really enjoyed it
Afterwards we went back to Rachel's parents house and started working on our education assignment
*I interrupt this broadcast to say that a customer just came and asked me why Optus uses non-Australian animals in ALL their ads....it made me think..*
ALSO I sat in Rachel's POÄNG!
So we got a fair amount of work done which was good,
What else.
Ohyeah, I met her parents, I like them
So we went back to her cousins' house where she lives during the week, in Nunawading where I met her that morning
Had dinner, om nom nom
Also Crunchie ice-creams (Y)
So, about 9pm after being with Rach for nearly 13 hours, I went home
Epic.freaking.day.
And get this, the day before I saw her at like 11pm, so it was only 9 hours between our..sightings of each other. :O
Also on the way home there was some fucker P-plater in a VT behind me, and I mean so close I'm surprised he wasn't in my back seat..I wanted him to hit me, just because I have a towbar so my car would be fine
To begin with I sped up a bit but I was like wait...no....get stuffed.. so I slowed down just a bit, and a bit more...and some more
Sitting at the lights on the corner of Mt Dandenong Road he was right behind me, and when they turned green I floored it and was like "TOODLEOOO!!!"
But stupid me, I didn't factor in that he has 0.8L more than me, and whilst I was quicker than him to begin with he caught up pretty quick and then sporadically changed lanes and floated past me, pulling back in front of me and drifting across lanes like a stupid tool.
For whatever reason I got fairly pissed off at this, and proceeded to chase him and tailgate him like he did to me.
Anyway, he is a tool, and whilst I don't know who he is, I hope he runs into a tree.

Okay so, Thursday.
Uni was alright, but media was way boring. In the lecture I had to read something out.. lucky I had my glasses and could actually see.
We watched some documentary thing which insinuated (rather directly) that teenagers always talk about sex, always think about sex, and are always having sex..
Krislyn and I were like "...really?!"
Anyway.
In general the day was ok,
Then after we finished we went to Doncaster, Rob and Rachel and I
And we saw 17 Again, with Krislyn and Patrice too
It was good! I was a bit ehhh about seeing Zac Efron but nah, it was a good movie
Pretty hilarious.
Anyway I had a nice long drive home via Seaford, because I didn't want Rob to be on a bus for like 2 hours, at that time of night.
Also he stole my bunny! Accidentally.

Wednesday I had work and it was boring.
But Rachel came to say hi and that was not boring!

Tuesday was also uni, and that was quite lovely EXCEPT..my car decided to not start in the morning. Like I got in and turned the key and its like "what?"
And it didn't do anything, like the dash lights came on and everything but the starter motor did nothing, like didn't even click.
After about 4 key-turns I was like okay...I'll call Emma and say that I might be late.
So I rang her, she answered and the stupid car started.

Ahhh,
there is probably work to be done somewhere.
I should go find it.

On a final note.

"I've got troubled thoughts and the self-esteem to match
What a catch,

what
a
catch."

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Moar?

So clearly I fail at blogging,
I actually thought a few weeks ago
I really should blog.
I even had something fun to say,
But I have not a clue what it would have been
I had some really intuitive sentence to say, but again it's completely slipped my mind
I should be writing (or at least researching) that stupid essay,
Instead I find myself sitting here, combing my iTunes for the most depressing songs I can find
Which (annoyingly) isn't many, I'm about to run out.

Yup,
There it is.

Anyway,
Let's try to avoid emo
As much as I like them.

Tra la la la la, spring is (not) in the air
And I am a wolf,
with
nothing
interesting
to
say.

x